Confusing moments

Confusing moments

I never felt so lost, so confusing in my entire life.

Really shit happens most of the times, i agreed. But not this. Not the one i care done this to me. I can't eleborate here cause in fact it's my personal life is at risk. Eventually, things supposed to be solved and it didn't and i am so hurt by roses torn.

Getting back on track will be tougher, more lonely compare to the last time. I had suffered so much mental torture, lectured by friends who care, fought with the ones i loved and given up things that i like.

I dont need sympathy. I just need to work harder. I am writing here so that i dont explode in my mind and go crazy, stating down this piece of shit event ever did happened to my fragile life. Thank you very much for this wonderful memory.



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I heard another sad story happen to my family members. Divorce is not an option. If love had an expiry date, is 35 years the end of it? I dont think so, love is infinite. Why can't you guys kiss and makeup? what sins have you guys gone into?