Envy

Perhaps this is the most emotion shown as we grow older, seeing others advancing and making a hit, hence watching friends & family having successful fruitful results. Looking at yourself asking what the fuck have you achieve? Nonetheless, it’s just come down to envy feeling. That’s all. Period.

Well, some may not agree, but I am in such situation. So hear me what has to be said.

In 1 month time I will be into a whole new dimension, which sends me to the 3rd decade of life. Giving the rough estimation of life has to offer, I say another 30 years? And wondering what would this next 30 years going to be.

We make our life useful. We’d be the best out of it. We live our life in full! I heard & heard.

To compete in this race, you need to have determination & willingness. No one can force you how to live you life. You plan it yourselves and make the move wisely. Dream big but don’t dream too hard. Ego can’t overcome reality. This is the real world. What the fuck use you dreamt millionaire whereby your real world is just employee with minimum wage? Fat hope for lottery, I’d say. You want it? Create ego to your determination.

Eventually you need get on with life whether you like it or not. A little envy is good to boost someone’s head off, sometimes.

So envy, it’s a good thing. To. Me.