Sunday

Sunday

.......... one word, bored. KKS & Ping E is here now.They are copying some sweet movies from me. Going back to JB soon.

Can't find the car i want. So, i guess i will sticking to the current ride after all. Those car that i saw, Some are are over priced, some the condition is bad.

Haiz. Why always so not smooth? Met someone i like, but too far apart. Better concentrate on my career. Anyway, i dont think she likes me.

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Need a vacation. Without leave. Can die.

How's your Sunday?

Normal

Normal

Today is just another typical normal day. Bored. So bored can die. Met up with NTUC Income insurance agent and got my medishield health care covered. Cause i know my health ain't doing that fine like it used to. Over weight and puffing more than ever. Planning to get a saving plan too.

Yesterday went out with Big & small cat, Simon, Nic, Mitzy & Bensern to Eden lounge. 2ND round @ Dolce. Accidentally met Evon, Danille & Rahim they all. And they were pissed cause i didnt inform them about the drinking session. Duh~ Forgot ma... Forgive me my friends. I forgot cause before we went there, Me, Big & small cat were eating steamboat with Nic's parents. Not did it with purpose.

Anyway, Happy belated Mid Autumn Festival guys. Thanks who those text me with great wishes. I am happy.

Physical look that sucks all time.

Physical look that sucks all time.

Here, as promised. The lastest TY outlook. None of my freinds could recognise me when they saw me yesterday. NONE. It's a good beginning, i guess.

A little rocker style.

Ah Pek style

Please hor, No need to comment. What done is done. I also not wanted to cut it. But on my discipline prospective, I need to do a change, In order flow again.

Had dinner with Mitzy & Bensern @ 101. Ate quite alot after staving for a week now. At least i got someone to accompany me dinner ma.... & today is Moon cake festival, what to do? I am bored bored bored bored bored bored bored to death. Could someone please do something?

BenSern+Mitzy

the new TY

The New TY

I didnt update this blog for a few days now, been awfully bored during the weekends. Well, i guess being alone is boring. But what to do, cant deny the truth, so just accept it. And make the best out of it.

I had a hair cut on Saturday. Really super short. I look like nerd now. Everyone is saying i look better with short hair, not so messy. Do i really looked that horrible with long hair? Fashion sense what... Anyway, thanks everyone for the complementary. I'll put the pic up soon ok? cause i went coffee bean & Old Town coffee yesterday, and both of their Wi Fi system is down. Talking about luck. And i am updating in my office, hence no bluetooth to transfer me picture.

Saturday night went to Cabana with Yoyo, Evon, Rain, Big small cat and guys. Had a Short session only. Then we call it a night about 1 ++ am.

Sunday is the worst day of all week. Wanted to help Ah B to settle the CCTV thingy, but no matter how hard we tried, still failed to the max. Wasted apporx 6 hours of my life.

Knn.

Night, Wei Hwa & wife called and off we go to Cabana again with Small cat. Had 1 too much & talked too much. Well, i appreciated him for telling me everything about her, not worth it and such. I am really glad that so many friends giving their care and support. I am touched.

I puked shortly after midnight. And i think i clogged their toilet bowl.

Sorry Mr & Mrs Janitor, not on purposed though.

Another day

Another day

Well, after a tired day of work, Went to Eden Palm Lounge with Jacky, Nielson, Big Cat, Mitzy, Guo Siang, Eric, Rahim, Evon & Yoyo. About 10 of us there. Anyway, we had only a couple of drinks. So far so good for me, i guess.


XXX

I found some jokes in the internet, so, just read it. Cheers.

A man marries a deaf girl. He mimes: "Let's make a code: if I want sex, I will squeeze your breast. In response, you can pull my penis once for Yes, and 50 times for No"

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John asks his grandpa: "Do you still have sex with Granny?"
Grandpa says: "Yes, but only Oral".
John says: "what is oral?"
Grandpa: "I say Fuck you, and she says: Fuck you too"

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The 3 tragedies in a man's life:
1- life sucks
2- job sucks
3- Wife does NOT suck!

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A man is dying of cancer.
His son: "Dad why you keep telling people you're dying of AIDS??".
Answer: "So that when I die, no one will dare to fuck your mother."

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"I am your Doctor. sorry to inform you that you have a brain problem. Your brain is in 2 parts... Left and right. The left part has nothing right in it, and the right has nothing left in it"

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YESTERDAY NEWS: A nun jogging in the park was raped.
TODAY'S NEWS: Hundreds of nuns are jogging in the park!

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Question: "Why is a waist called a waist?"
Answer: "Because, anything above the pussy and below the tits is a waste"

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A lady tells her Man: "I demand good manners in bed, just like at the dinner table".
The man climbs into bed slowly and says: "Honey,would you please pass me the vagina?"

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Question: "What's the similarity between a good-looking, faithful, rich husband who satisfies his wife sexually every night and Bin Laden?" "BOTH CANNOT BE FOUND"

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Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage as they finally realized with wisdom that for 60 grams of sausage, it is not worth buying the whole pig


Blah!

Starbucks?

Starbucks in Kampung?

Respect

New Chapter

New Chapter





I am coping the ultimate feeling of all.





Failed sourish BF/GF relationship.





And i tell you, i dont think you ever want this kind of feel. It will make you feel like shit during the morning, moron during the noon and an asshole during the night. This process will keep repeating until you are numb, and therefore, NEW CHAPTER begins.





well, it wasn't explain in books whereby how long is the duration for this kinda feeling. But i guess this pretty much depends on the individuals' will power. I really want this to go off my chest, so i could continue what i want to do. But real unfortunate, i need to go thru it no matter i want or not. It's a compulsory step into griefing. Gee, sad innit?





I made myseft a promised. If i break this promise, I dont think i am a reliable person to anyone anymore, cause no one will ever break a promise to him/her self. Right?





Anyway, i am sure both sides share the equal responsiblitity in a relationship. For my side, i will be turning over a new leaf and never argue too much with my future love one. Cause i know, i will hurt them.

Hope for the best.

Let by gone be by gone

Let by gone be by gone

I kept telling myseft this. She's running away with some guy.

I need to leave her. I need space. I need to forget. I need to make my heart die.

Everything about her just a fantasy. No real Feelings involved it seems. Why one could betray love just like that? Why me? Why always me know is left behind? what did i do? I am definately speechless at this moment. I made a mistake, why you wanna do this to me?

I went to doctor and i was diagnosed with stress. Thus, doctor gave me anti tension pills to make me sleep at night. I weight 67KG now. I lost 5KG within 1 week. I dont eat much, 1 meal a day unfinished. I dont see much TV lately, and i cant sleep at night without my pills. I cant be alone, but no one to talk to. I am affraid of collapsing soon. I really am.

Friends ask me to be strong, but how? I am weak. I am useless. I am sad. So what if i cried everyday? it does not help at all. I wanna tell the world, my life sucks. But none seem to care.

THIS IS THE MOST PAINFUL RELATIONSHIP THAT I EVER ENCOUNTERED. FUCK!!!!

I dont need any sympathy from you guys. Thanks for caring.I think i wouldnt be blogging so soon. I need time to heal. I am sorry for making you guys reading this fucking post.

Carry on living. We live for a reason, right?

The Price to pay

The Price to pay

Don't ever hurt your love

My life lately

My life lately

Maybe i should move back home instead.

DOWN

DOWN........again



Being strong is 1 word, many definitions. Thanks Jeris, and all the wonderful friends who adviced me. I guess only time will heal me from all these unfortunate events.



Sometimes it takes a person to loose everything to find oneself, And no matter how hard you tried, it just drift away from you when you get closer.



XXX



Being negative is not a good sign i must say. But it's a process. I cant help it. I need to go thru it all. Which, i hate it very much.



Bloody emo. Like a bitch.





Looked for Guo Siang and had dinner with 2 gorgeous OCBC ladies. Of all food, Pizza hut? My god, i hate fast food. Later we when to Old Town Coffee for tea. Before 12am, we called it a night. It was back to the normal routine, but of course, without love.



Hope the tears dont bother me when the lonely night falls. Please.Fuck.Off.

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

Yesterday night went out with Guo Siang, Mitzy, Danielle, Evon, Yoyo, Rahim, Benson & Eric. We drank like there's no tomorrow, vodka, Chivas, Draft beer, Wine, etc. You name it la, they all sapu like never drink water for the whole day.

I was stunted. Then again, we are just having some fun. Didnt snap picture cause i left my camera at home. Next time k? My current mood still glum. How to recover from it? haiz....

Am i out of my mind?

Confusing moments

Confusing moments

I never felt so lost, so confusing in my entire life.

Really shit happens most of the times, i agreed. But not this. Not the one i care done this to me. I can't eleborate here cause in fact it's my personal life is at risk. Eventually, things supposed to be solved and it didn't and i am so hurt by roses torn.

Getting back on track will be tougher, more lonely compare to the last time. I had suffered so much mental torture, lectured by friends who care, fought with the ones i loved and given up things that i like.

I dont need sympathy. I just need to work harder. I am writing here so that i dont explode in my mind and go crazy, stating down this piece of shit event ever did happened to my fragile life. Thank you very much for this wonderful memory.



XXXX

I heard another sad story happen to my family members. Divorce is not an option. If love had an expiry date, is 35 years the end of it? I dont think so, love is infinite. Why can't you guys kiss and makeup? what sins have you guys gone into?

Shit Happens

Injury everywhere

Shit Happens. But yesterday's was ultra shit. I applogize to all to you guys for the discomfort situation i created. My Bad.

However, On the circumstances what had i complied and things done, it's the end of the end. I shouldn't had sentence to death when it's only matter of dignity. Want Dignity? Then don't do it.

Broken promises here & there, will there be trust?

Such an unhappy week.

China agenda

China agenda

Well, this is my 1st trip to China. Destination = Guang Zhou. Once touch down, i followed Big cat's instruction to look for them at the hotel. After that, Had lunch, then night, Celebrate Hui Chin's Birthday. I kinda no mood to eleborate the agenda today, anyway, here's some pictures for you guys to view. Until next time, i promise i'll write more.

Inconsolable

Inconsolable


I tried the best I could. Under so many circumstances, I still can’t accept. Now, I am just too devastated to speak. Different dream, different living objective, different personalities. There’s no future in front with you, only heartache everyday.


Farewell.

Choc

Choc

My assistant general manager came back from Europe the other day and bought us Swiss knife! At 1st I wondered, how in the world could he bring this prohibited stuff thru Singapore custom?

When I looked closer, Kanasai, It’s a Swiss knife look a like chocolate bar. And then taste is simply delicious! Can’t find it anywhere near here.

Sweet Knife

XXXX

What a bored weekend. Actually wanted to go back Malacca, but mom called and informed me the rest of the guys was sick. So, postpone to this weekend. J was sick too, so I need to take care of her for the time being.

I bought lots of junks for you guys. See you on Saturday.