Euphoria







Great Bachelor party @ Sunway Euphoria by Ministry of Sound. Finally meeting up with KMK, TSM, TTL, NEW & wify (Regina), DTSB & wify (SL), Kit & Wify and pai kia soon.

With about 10 of us sinking down with 4 bottles of Chivas, It's like a madness fiesta. Everyone were like so damn high. Lucky my hotel rooms was just 2 minutes walk from the club. Else, i couldn't imagine how the hell am i gonna get back.





Been procrastinating my plans lately. Say getting mature? or just merely afraid to fail? I dunno really. Getting older each day and not doing my plans accordingly sometimes make me feel insecure, And this insecure-ness leads to afraid taking chances. Thus, procrastination.





Haiz.





Very fan.





How?

unconditional love

unconditional love

I didn’t know what to blog lately.

Empty. But I took this opportunity to blog about my grandpa, since I saw Kenny sia’s blog-ed about his father. Since I didn’t contribute much after grandpa’s absent in the world, so I thought I should dedicate this entry to him.

It was 16th of April 1996, I was having basketball session with my pals, and then my cousin came looked for me at the court. I was shocked when was told grandpa was in coma.

Upon arriving at the hospital, He’s still breathing, but the moment I hold his hand, he passed away eventually. He was struggling to survive until I came. This must be his last wish before his last breath. For me, his eldest grand child, to be by his side.

Followed by very emotional situation I must say. My Grandpa died suddenly due to lung system failure. Ya, he was a smoker.

I was 17 year old when he was gone. I didn’t even have a chance to thank his love for me for so many years, but one thing for sure, I was very close with my grandpa. I’d always be the naughty grand child who wants everything from him. And I will accompany him most of the evenings after his work. Just sat down and watch television or chatting up.

My cousins always envy at me. What I had, they can’t have it. Well, let’s just say I do spend more time with my grand parents all along. You guys can’t compare like you’re not they grand child, just that maybe the distance relationship thingy, you know? I literally had supper mostly only with my grandpa instead of my friends in those days.

It’s been 12 years since you’re gone. I will remember all the things you taught and guided me. How can I forget you cycled 18KM off Malacca just to sell your gula Malacca. To earned a living to support your siblings. Life was tough, I knew, but I guess you been blessed with wonderful children’s and grand children’s who loved you in the end, so life to you was a success!!

So here, I wish you well, where ever you may be. And I am proud to be your eldest grand kid.

Growing up

Growing up

Friday was about having TT session with the Zerotohundred brothers. Sadly. The attendance was so low which upon my late arrival, No one was there. Usually they stayed there until the AM!

Oh well, guess everybody were busy. So i called Nicole,Daniel and Peter out for a tea session instead, ang mo liang teh. Wakakakaka.

OOO

surf wifi @ Coffee bean Pelangi for the whole afternoon with Big cat's accompany. They got some animal event going on for families. Err... I was utterly disgusted. No discrimination on those animals....i just not so good with them. Hmm...

The Keeper let these run wild in the main hall ok?

Not a monkey but a baboon. Red arse one.

Parrot? Moscot? beats me.

Richie and family came over my place and hang around. Then dinner @ Da Pai Tang with Claudia joined in.

The Seau Family

Cherry with Baby Ryan

Just couldn't help it. I gotta censored his tits.

I know you are troubled. Just hang on ok? Nothing is impossible. Just willingness. I just heard a sad story. I will blog it tomorrow. I can't do it now either.

You feel super tulan

You feel super tulan

When you are forced to put into a time of test, that is.

Rotten luck seems to be gazing passed me again. This weekend no good. Piu….

Lost my Lanvin watch, Lost my extra large fake diamond ear ring, Bang my proton & a fug up job on my kancil. All happened in one weekend.

Nabeh. How not to be piss off? Must bath with flower.

OOO

In conjunction with Cheng Meng season, went to pray @ Bukit Beruang for the respect of my grandpa who passed away some 12 years ago. Uncle Tony, Stuward, Ah Hon, Aunt Doris & Ah Mei were there too. We went 1pm. Just imagine the SUN…..

OOO

Saturday outing @ Friends bar. Ivan Peter Low was back in town, so catch up a little though. Well, For your Info, Ivan Peter Low is 1 person, not 2 or 3 guys. His name damn long want…

IVAN PETER LOW KOK MENG

Wakakakaka…… what a kiasu name. No Offence though.

Seriously i dunno why he can stare back and smile lo... U know me meh?

All trying very hard to act cute...

All failed. Tisk Tisk Tisk.....Memalukan.

making TY suffer

For what?

I spent most of my Sat & Sun time in workshops. Installation new boost meter, Settings SAFC, Upgrading rear disk, changing body parts, and slurp up my muffler. I didn’t really tested out the difference yet because yesterday was raining quiet a bit.

KNN. Damn tulan my self.

Apex’I SAFC 2nd hand = RM 300-400
Installation @Visworks = RM 84
Front L2s bodyparts includes installation = RM 900
Apex’I Boost Meter with charges 2.5%= RM 392
HKS Muffler 2nd hand with installation= RM 325
L5 Rear Disc with anti roll bar with Installation = RM 780

TOTAL spent on car this week RM 2881. Wa lao…when I recall back all the money I spent, including sound system, JPJ runner, halfcut, repairs after conversion, Wheels, piping, interior & etc, It sum up to @ RM 11,011 in total amount, spent within 2.5 months. on my deer.

I can’t believe RM 11K still can not complete my modification satisfaction. I still got a long way to go…. I respect those who play bigger cars. You guys must have been spent a fortune into your rides to make it fast or at least looks fast.

I think my deer is worth more than my hero now, with the body value plus all the mods.

Doing rear disc installation. Got ABS function, but not install, yet.

Damn bumpy after putting the rear disc

I am really really really broke now. Debts all over my hips!!! Me going to lay low for the time being. Going to need more $ when in AUS. Haiz…

TY, Why like that?

You made me change

And I thank you for what you’ve done for me. It’s kind of unconditional love you had given me always although you are not around, made me to a different person stage by stage, literally. When things go wrong, you will amend it for me, making sure the right path to move on, providing with care and love. Up till today, you still giving advice and warmth which never else where could replaced it.

I, sometimes will think that you are too naggy and pain-in-the-ass kind of feeling, well, that’s just a short term unsatisfied of me. Eventually, without a doubt, you guys are the best in my life.

Thanks Mom & dad for the unconditional love.

I dunno why I suddenly wanna write this entry. Sound like a girl so emo like that. Maybe I miss them since I’d always not around home. Well, perhaps, or i am dead lonely here.

XXX

Feeling kinda sleepy @ 9pm yesterday so was thinking of early bed. Then my phone rang, drinking session @ Dolce shouting on my phone, "must come" "must come".

-_-lll

I don’t even know why I agreed after that. My preconception about fine drinking is lost. Suppose to be occasionally fun instead of addiction. Hmm…

Anyway, we had Barcardi Lemon there at dolce. Afterward, some brilliant wanna drink at De Paradise. So I just followed, the room was damn huge, with pool table and 3 pieces of 42 inches LCD TV. Very classy indeed. Overall, it was quite fun. And I think the expenses for that night cost thousands. For your information, we have none PR on that night. We just sang and drink! I don’t like girls touching me when I am singing though. Hehe.

* I forgot my camera, so no pictures k for this post. *

Life in the fast lane always surprising, don’t you think?

Girls

Girls


I really don't understand them. Maybe we should love them instead of understanding them. Thats all. I guess.

-_-



Click Five - Jenny

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.


Jenny, what's the problem?You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.

Jenny.First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.


I guessed she'd already killed me inside.



XXX


What do you guys do on a lazy Sunday afternoon. Me @ 5pm, I get mabuk already. Champion. Big Cat, Wei Hwa & TY in action @ Modesto & Cabana.

Steam steam face

Eh, wrong move.

Mr Sorhai Cat. Muhahaha

KKS, your Bacardi as you can see i consumed dy. Next round on me.

KKS, this was cheers to you la. For trusting me on the custody card.

TRUST NO ONE.

Shout it out!

Shout it out!

Feeling kind of awkward lately. Something is missing. I know what it is. But don’t really wanna involve in it anymore for now. Odd? I know. That why I said I feel awkward.

Duh~ Shake it out, shout it out~

“Focusi. Jocusi. Mocusi”. Translated means “I focus, just focus, must focus” by the famous Sir Tykiasu from Malacca, in the 21st century geh. Not the Jacuzzi in your toilet hor.

No such word one la. I created for fun. Like the famous quote by Julius caeser from Greek? “Veni,Vidi, vici” which means “I come, I see, I conquer”. Cool phase which I intend to create 1 also. But being not expert in literature, I guess I better stick what I do best, Talking cock & bulls.

XXX

KKS is here for business…..again. Met him @ Palm lounge at the Zon yesterday, with other friends too. Evon, Danielle, Yoyo etc were @ Dolce. There goes my Monday blue.

This morning got operation @ SG Custom for bike smoke again. Beg like a dog just to spare the SGD 100 summon. How pathetic can you be? Are you one of them?

Education is so important. It’s your status. So don’t tell me education is not important when you got the money. NOT everyone is like Uncle Lim build up Genting without proper education. You may ask your son to try be like Uncle Lim, without letting him to study, let’s see where he goes from there.

Your life such a full stop.

Sunday

Sunday

.......... one word, bored. KKS & Ping E is here now.They are copying some sweet movies from me. Going back to JB soon.

Can't find the car i want. So, i guess i will sticking to the current ride after all. Those car that i saw, Some are are over priced, some the condition is bad.

Haiz. Why always so not smooth? Met someone i like, but too far apart. Better concentrate on my career. Anyway, i dont think she likes me.

-____-

Need a vacation. Without leave. Can die.

How's your Sunday?

Another day

Another day

Well, after a tired day of work, Went to Eden Palm Lounge with Jacky, Nielson, Big Cat, Mitzy, Guo Siang, Eric, Rahim, Evon & Yoyo. About 10 of us there. Anyway, we had only a couple of drinks. So far so good for me, i guess.


XXX

I found some jokes in the internet, so, just read it. Cheers.

A man marries a deaf girl. He mimes: "Let's make a code: if I want sex, I will squeeze your breast. In response, you can pull my penis once for Yes, and 50 times for No"

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John asks his grandpa: "Do you still have sex with Granny?"
Grandpa says: "Yes, but only Oral".
John says: "what is oral?"
Grandpa: "I say Fuck you, and she says: Fuck you too"

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The 3 tragedies in a man's life:
1- life sucks
2- job sucks
3- Wife does NOT suck!

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A man is dying of cancer.
His son: "Dad why you keep telling people you're dying of AIDS??".
Answer: "So that when I die, no one will dare to fuck your mother."

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"I am your Doctor. sorry to inform you that you have a brain problem. Your brain is in 2 parts... Left and right. The left part has nothing right in it, and the right has nothing left in it"

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YESTERDAY NEWS: A nun jogging in the park was raped.
TODAY'S NEWS: Hundreds of nuns are jogging in the park!

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Question: "Why is a waist called a waist?"
Answer: "Because, anything above the pussy and below the tits is a waste"

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A lady tells her Man: "I demand good manners in bed, just like at the dinner table".
The man climbs into bed slowly and says: "Honey,would you please pass me the vagina?"

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Question: "What's the similarity between a good-looking, faithful, rich husband who satisfies his wife sexually every night and Bin Laden?" "BOTH CANNOT BE FOUND"

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Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage as they finally realized with wisdom that for 60 grams of sausage, it is not worth buying the whole pig


Blah!

Shit Happens

Injury everywhere

Shit Happens. But yesterday's was ultra shit. I applogize to all to you guys for the discomfort situation i created. My Bad.

However, On the circumstances what had i complied and things done, it's the end of the end. I shouldn't had sentence to death when it's only matter of dignity. Want Dignity? Then don't do it.

Broken promises here & there, will there be trust?

Such an unhappy week.

Screwed

Screwed

Just came back from China yesterday. Gee, super tired. Will update pictures later.

Now having hang over. Too much beer. Thus, Fucked.

Why you do this to me?

Moody2

Moody

Probably due to the Monday's routine. Tired yet need to entertain other people. Acting is tiring, i assume.

Human life is kinda grey when ones' stop dreaming. Nevertheless, life seems to stall for a moment and let other passes whereby you stand & browse around for opportunity. When you aim it, grab it and cherish it.


What is simple life when your surroundings are so complicated? Ever wonder what will you be after death?


Nothing i supposed. Just ashes.

Life's like a chicken

Repeated

Repeated

Exactly how many of you guys would buy a same thing again and again when you know the thing you bought was purely for decoration purpose only and fragile to last?

Me? I just bought this silly senario. It's now time VS mind. I just can't describe how i feel now. It's so bloody weird.

-_-lll

Don't understand? me neither.

Unwell

Unwell 20072007


This is the most MCs week. 2 MCs within a week is alot to me. As of today, i weight 68KG, compared last week today, 70KG. Apparently i'd lost 2 KGs, thank you Mr.Fever & Mrs. Diarrhea.


I cried yesterday and I am not ashamed blogging it here. I am human too, I have up & downs, worst of all, I damn emotional one ok? It has been a rough time for me in these couples of months. Although, I blogged about life, how to be strong, how to focus, how to maintain self esteem, well, seems not working for me. Doctor himself can’t prescribe own medicine when he’s sick, can’t he??

On average, I slept 3 hours per day. I ate once a day. I think I am under stress mode, another level to depression mode.

CCNA Exam on 30th July 2007. Great.

My car’s alternator kaput yesterday, therefore can’t start. Wondeful.

Girls just intend to have continuous higher expectations. Magnificent.

Money is getting tougher to earn. Perfect.

Family wants better living provided by their son. Impossible for now.






What else is there for me Mr. Up there? Bring it on i say.

Being Bald

Being Bald


Wanted to watch Die hard 4.0 but while on the way to the cinema, I decided to route back instead. It’s been a long day, I guess I deserve a good rest at home rather to roam around. once I sat on my couch, I felt thirsty. So I automatically, grab my vodka and mixer.

Tiu….Perfect.

Thought I was going to rest, but I alcho again. It’s so like a routine liao. I told Michelle that I was not feeling well. So didn’t go out with her. I prefer drunk @ home. Hey! I learnt that Hui Chin is falling in love again! Way to go girl! You got a lot to give don’t you? And bloody fast too. Haha. Best wishes!

After few shots, I felt hungry. So went to eat Mee Rebus. While on the way home, guess what?

Road block.

Regardless of what so ever situation, once my car kena road block, means $$ going out. Bloody hell, can go and catch some real thief or not?

Did something extra extrodinary yesterday. Guess what?

TY Cooks

TY Cooks

Feeling kinda like a chef on other day. So went to Tesco with Ying hou & his wife Chai Yee, Big Cat & his gf, Cherry. Ya, I am with nobody, so stop laughing ok. Right, So i bought some bean sprout,green vegetables, prawns, yellow noodle, garlic etc. Yeah, i am going to cook! It's been a while since i cook. I missed my home made bak kut teh dish. Perhaps this Sunday.

Results,

Economical Fried noodles

Can sell mee goreng if i am jobless

Forgot to buy egg pulak. Hiaz. I cooked extra for Big Cat, well, and he's still alive. So wanna try?

Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me dry

Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me dry


is what I used to tell her. Every time when we spilt, I’ll beg her to stay. No matter what, I don’t wanna give up the relationship. I’ll grab her tight, emphasis that I truly love her, care for her, sacrifice for her & tears all over. Always, at last, she’ll give in. It’s hard to maintain a relationship, especially when only 1 party willing to clap & the other being with you just because for the sake of wanting to feel “fresh”.



1st year anniversary broke up. Felt like yesterday, felt like forever.


It took us few days to be together, but I managed to maintain a hefty 4 years relationship. When things almost didn’t work out, I will just try & try to make it happen, no matter what it takes. As day goes by, I tried so hard yet come so far, but in the end, nothing really matters anymore. After celebrated her birthday on 2006, she dropped the news. I was utterly devastated. I knew I can’t hold her much longer as I, too was tired of holding it. So I agreed on her. To love someone is to make him/her happy. No point holding a dead heart. I don’t hate her. Maybe I just didn’t perform well. I admit can be a real asshole sometime, in love.

“I don’t think I love you anymore. I want the “fresh” feeling and you can’t give it to me”

From the moment these words felt like a thousand swords going thru your fragile heart in & out for a million times. I am down to the max for few months. My home was a club. So frequent that I only missed 2 days in DECEMBER. Sat on my favorite spot, the waiters will know what I want, and during the night begin; I’ll drift myself into lucid velvet dreams. EVERYDAY. Not on pills hor, it’s the liquor! I don’t do drugs.........anymore.

So guys, what is love? You think you can understand love? Probably even your parents can’t give you an answer.